Monday 1 January 2018

Bye 2017. Hello 2018...

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This is a reflective blog of last year. If you don't like it then sorry. I couldn't help myself.

Well then... 2017....

The year that had it's ups and downs.
I met people who helped me on this fantastic journey called life. People who understood me and what I was going through.

I listened to some new music (Puggy) that I fell in love with instantly, watched an awesome animated movie (I may be 19 but I like animation for some reason) and took on a passion for language, art and voice acting. I made some friends (shocking I know), but I lost a few (all because I never listened). A friend told me that life goes on and we also have to. I agree, as the old saying goes 'Time waits for no one'. I might be done with highschool but we'll have to wait and see when I get my report. I partially helped write a small piece in a script that I hope is going to be successful.

The downside of last year is that I was feeling suicidal. Reason being that I had to stop, listen and think. I only did the first 2. The third I always jumped the gun. I lost a lot of friends in real life cause of my support to the LGBTQ+ community. I've been anorexic cause of the way how I saw myself but thankfully I was able to stop before it was too late.

Basically a lot happens to us every day of every year and we learn on this night (or other nights. Depending on what happened.) . This night of all nights at the very end of each year.

Also a word of advice: Stick to your plans for the year. Don't get distracted. 
Distractions make you miss your mark.

My current goals for this year is to:

  • Go to college.
  • Get a driver's license.
  • Make better choices when it comes to friends.
  • Get more sleep.
  • Excel in what I love and that is petting cats (wait what?). 
  • Read more books. 
  • Don't waste my tears on people. 
  • Learn more words.
  • Taking it easy.
  • Find my other half. One that understands me.
  • Trust people overtime and not instantly.
  • Not worry over the small things in life.

There are a few people that I would like to thank (I think it's a lot). 

Please note that even if we don't know each other fully just know that you were still nice to me and that's how you got on the list. A little bit of kindness goes a long way...

Ok, now I have to think about everyone XD

Here's the list:
  • Arcas Panserbj√∂rn
  • Blue
  • Eve
  • Filmbro
  • Grooving_on
  • Hornbuckle
  • Hydr0losis 
  • HypoidBear
  • Iridian Willowglen
  • JaliSkyx
  • Jonottsanders
  • Marychu
  • Nasche
  • Neon Fox
  • Noke
  • Olsen
  • Orcanist
  • Paige Moonshade
  • Potatoesaregod
  • Rocky
  • Roland Blair
  • SageRaidyn
  • Shayde
  • Sriracha Hog
  • StevenIceblade 
  • Stoffer
  • Teddy
  • Timberwolf
  • Vanessa Mythdust
  • Vanessa Peanuts
  • WolfieMatty 
  • Zefurr

Thank you. You guys made my year...I appreciate it. *bear hugs*

To those who don't like me or never want to hear anything from me, I'm sorry you feel this way. You did me a favour. I would like to start over but I know that won't be possible. I am who I am and you are who you are. If you ever did anything wrong to me then I forgive you. New Year, clean slate.

Some are friends, some are not but they made my year (last). I thank them for being with me and bearing with me. It's hard to fit in and experience something new at the same time and just talking to people I want to know more. 

But yeah, I'll see you guys next time (I'm ending it here before I start crying...again). Enjoy this fantastic New Year that is ahead of us. *bear hugs*

If you know some of the people here, please link them this as I don't have everybody (don't ask me how that happened). 

See you in a bit.